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2009-12-30T15:43:00.002+08:00

hello you, who have come to this blog!
i have moved to lj (:

2009-12-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

hi, i've decided to close down this thing, yupp

i wanted to use my lj instead but for some stupid reason i can't log in anymore
[WHYYY! why won't they accept my password!]

yupp so, maybe next time you'll see something else!
but for now, bye! (:

2009-11-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO! [HAHA OMG IM BLOGGING!]

[omg! there are red lines underneath the wrongly spelt words!!!!!!]

it's november! it's crazy, one year has passed O: / ): / D: PAVETAANDPAMELA'SBIRTHDAYSARECOMINGANDCHINGHAN'SSTILL14!!!!!!!!! HAHA.
i shall use point form cause i'm lazy (:
1. obs has been over for nearly 3 weeks and my sandfly bites are still here [ahhhhhhhhhh]
2. school's over, yay (:
3. i'm sick
4. i may not blog for the rest of this month! hee (:
5. sadly i'm starting to not feel that excited about my aep trip, cause it's so looong ):
6. I NEED TO START RECORDING DOWN PEOPLE'S BIRTHDAYS IN A NOTEBOOK OR SOMETHING. cause i can't remember.
7. ahhhhhh i don't want next year to start (!!!)

omg this post is turning depressing, okay, i think i should sleep now, thinking is so tiring (!!!!!!) GOODNIGHT!

wow what a weird post, sorry!

2009-05-02T14:41:00.003+08:00

haha i have decided to post! and talk to myself on this blog. i want a new phone!! [so materialistic! tsk] yeah, but omg.... i want to get derrick's phone!! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!) hope he doesn't mind hahaha. ahhhh!! really really want to change my phone. i don't want to get sony erricson anymore =/ darnnn. they're nice to look at but it hangs so much, plus, i've seen a lot of people with my phone hahaha.

im gonna download all my movies into my tablet before boarding! hahaha then don't have to rely on the 11.30 internet (:

going to start studying after this ):

i like the song [she's so lovely] by scouting for girls
omg, love british bands! :D and their accents haha!

k, bye (:

wait, some random photos to add COLOUR! to this post hahahaha (:

HAHA so cool right (:

lovelyy

HAHAHA. sooooooo wrong (!!)

ohmygoodness, what lovely uniforms!!

hwachong is huge O:

yes, our classroom's green O:

2009-03-26T23:35:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!
haha goodness gracious me, i haven't blogged in forever, ohmygosh, i don't remember blogging about school at all haha, how to start like this..!

okay im suppossed to be sleeping/doing spire/praying that i dont need to go to school tmrw, i think i would just die from NAPFA [ahhh how's it spelt? HAHA so embarrassing, i think it's correct (:] oh, unless it's five items, then at least i won't die so hard

Good day to you Sir/Madame,
As a student currently going through the educational program here in Singapore, I would like to propose that schools start at ten o'clock and end at three. I for one do not think that that is very unreasonable. Research has been done and it is proven that students need their sleep, i think that the educational system causes students too much stress with such great emphasis on results from parents and teachers alike. This is highly traumatising for us students, because we have to worry about homework and teachers and waking up in the morning and transportation and tests and results and exams and grades and GPA and uniforms and books and cca's and cip and pleasing parents and which school we're going to next. sleep is essential so that us students can rest our brains and arms and legs and technically the whole body. If we do not have sufficient rest, we involuntarily fall asleep in class, the monotone drone of the teacher does not help to keep us awake either.

im sorry, i don't know why i typed all that, HAHA OKAY, IM OFF TO DO SPIRE!! hahahahha im such a sucky group leader!! IM SO SORRY! k, bye

TIL I ARRIVE AND POST AGAIN!

2009-02-14T21:24:00.003+08:00

things i have lost this past week:
- my lovely NEW mechanical pencil!!! ):
- my eraser! ):

things to do:
- chinese tuition hw!!!!!! [omg, tuition after church tmrw!!]
- STUDY FOR CHENG YU TEST!!! [THIS MONDAY!! omgosh. 60 CHENG YU'S!]
- physics wrksheet [by wed]
- bio wrksheet [this mon]
- socratic sem wrksheet prep thing! [thurs]
- MI GROUP PROJ
- SPICES GROUP PROJ
- COMMODITIES GRP PROJ!!!! [ALL BY 25th!!!]
- plus, one month's worth of revision for allllllllll subjects, that, in my world means copying everything into notebooks!

2009-02-12T21:33:00.003+08:00

sorry for not posting for so long! haha [weidar! im posting!!!]

CREZAWARDS IS TMRW NIGHT!!! yay! ahhh i miss everyone, i miss 2c1/1c1!!! omg IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE BEEN PLACED IN C1!!!!!!! they are the best classmates you could ever have, i ever had. ahhhhhh!!! i miss our closebonds-ness and fun-ness, ahhhh! i miss my friends

anyway,haha ahhhhh!!!ON MY WAY HOME YESTERDAY,

I LEFT MY TABLET ON THE BUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DUMDUMDUUUUMMM!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
i was stoning out the window when i thought [eh, this place looks familiar.. OMG, THIS IS MY STOP!!!!!!] so i quickly pressed the button before the bus zoomed away from the bus stop, i rushedddddd down the steps of the double decker and gave the bus driver this embarrassed look haha! then when i reached home i saw my note on my table: bring TABLET to school.
and then OHMYGOSH. SHEET, I TOTALLY FORGOT ALL ABOUT MY TABLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i called my mom [she wasn't at home] and told her, she told me to call my awesome aunty to help me get the sbs number n report the tablet. my aunty was speechless for a while cause i was talking too fast, then she was like, okay! i'll get the number for you!!! YOU BETTER PRAY HARD THAT THEY CAN FIND YOUR TABLET OKAY!!!! PRAY AH!!! k bye.
then so, yeah, i prayed with all i am that my tablet would be foundddd, AHHH. and omg in the end we managed to contact the sbs office n they called the driver, and he found it!!!!!!! THANK GOD THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh!!!
THERE'S JUST NO TIME TO DO EVERYTHING I GOTTA DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INTERESTING HAPPENINGS (:

2009-01-30T20:28:00.003+08:00

i changed my earrings all by myself for the first time ever, last night!!!!!!! hahahaha yaaaaay!! im so proud of mee!

i think i need to change my specs, cause my eyes are buckling under the strain. i couldn't stop tearing [ohOH, TEEARing, as in, the moisture tear, not the rip paper in half tear!] whenever i had my specs on today! [actually, it's been like that for the past few days] ): haha so many interruptions in my sentences. yeah, so i think my degree has changed again..! i just hope it has gone down, haha like phoebe's! my eyes are really wierd cause i can see way better through my right eye rather than my left one. so, most of the time im actually looking through my right eye, without trying to.

today, i took two hours to get home, cause i stayed at whitesands for a bit, to buy hair ties and a pen, i bought 0.7 instead of 0.5 the other day, so i went back to get my G-2 pen! yaaay :D

i got distracted with facebook n msn n showering. so, this is two hours later:

point form!!
- we have A LOT of chinese homework! xu lao shi's so organized!
- bus was really crowded
- mrt was super crowded
- mrt was EXTREMELY crowded at city hall
- im sick ): god bless me
- help! my nose is running away!
- my eyes are closing!!
- i like going to school (: cause i get to see people! actually, i've nearly always liked going to school! the house gets boring after a while
- i don't really like travelling home
- who knows how many trees im killing, this is my hundredth tissue paper today
- i want to go out with my beloved crescent people! or nj people! i want to go out with people! i want to sleep now

haha im so exhausted, that i keep making grammatical errors n typing errors and ok
off to sleep for me (: night!!
I LOVE YOU ALL [people who come to read my blog!!!]
BYE :D

[must add colour!! i've realised my blog is quite plain =/ hmmmm]

2009-01-28T19:57:00.003+08:00

hello!!! sorry for not posting for so long!! it's been, a week? HAHAIDON'TKNOWCAUSEICAN'TCOUNT!!!
and now, chinese new year is over!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel SOOOOOOO fat!!! argh. must. overcome. laziness. and go to the gym. but, i don't like running on treadmills!!! it's so boring and the tv in the gym doesn't have cable hahaha! it's always something like, channel 8.... and i don't like excercising in front to strangers!!! i don't like people looking at me! hahahaha cause im shy!!

anyways!
school was.... i don't know, hahaha! there were some boring lessons today........... heheh but maths was quite productive :D yeah, i have to remember to do my math homework, hehe. ohOH but i totally didn't understand man and ideas lah!! even after listening to the lecturer for 45 minutes, i still didn't know what we were learning!!! i had to ask rachel and she told me we were learning how to think? i think. ahhhhhh, the teacher kept using cheem words and everytime she said a new word, i would try to remember what it meant and end up getting lost-er. i am going to fail MI. we had swensons for dinner!!! I FEEL SUPER FAT HAHA :D my main course wasn't up to standard but the icecream made up for my dry salmon and mushroom baked-rice!!!!!
this is the reason why i love the swensons at tampinese mall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAUSE THE PERSON WHO MAKES THE ICECREAMS IS REALLY GENEROUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's like, piled higher than the cup!!!! my coit tower nearly overflowed, cause it was melting, haha. I HAD TO MUCH SUGAR!!!!! thats why all the tags from me, today are really hyper :D hehe SORRY =P

okay, i have to go and do homework now :D

ps [HAHA RENHUI I UPDATED :D]
pps [ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, not looking forward to running during PE tmrw!]

2009-01-17T16:25:00.003+08:00

ohOH I'VE GOT MY PHONE BACK!!!!!!! YAYYYYY!! haha OHNO i've forgotten my phone's name!! i still remember my broken cup's STANLEY. boohoo i'll never see stanley again!!! he must have been thrown away by now D: haha and i still remember verity and..... hanru? named my tablet SEBASTIAN. HAHA! my big dog soft toy's name is JAKE! and my little dog is JACK, [haha why all guy names one!] and my newish reindeer is WUDOLFF! no gender HAHA, okay, no, he's a guy too

2009-01-17T14:38:00.002+08:00

the first week of school has been orientation everyday!! it was great haha (: everyone was split into 12 groups, 6 groups of sec ones and 6 of sec threes. i was in OG9!! [Orientation Group 9] and we were in isador[our house name for the duration of the orientation- each house had one sec one group and one sec three group], also known as ignis house. we totally owned everyone! HAHA. we won station games, showdown- the outdoor war game and we got third for the internal hunt, YAY! there was mass dance everyday!!! HAHA IT WAS AWESOME! I DON'T WANT OUR OG TO SPLIT UP!! IM GONNA MISS OG9 AND OUR OGL's!!! [OGL=orientation group leaders]

but from next week onwards i'll be in JH302, and terra instead of ignis, houses are based on classes so, my whole class will be in terra, haha that part's quite cool, but i don't want to change house!! there're only 5 sec three classes, so ignis was left out! there are no sec three ignis house members this year!! D:

okay, i shall end abruptly here, haha (:

2009-01-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

haha phoebe told me to take a photo of the brownie/biscuit/cake before eating it so, HERE'S FOR YOU PHOEBE haha (:

THANK YOU PHOEBE [again] haha (: for this present which we used as my birthday cake HAHA :D

2009-01-08T02:35:00.002+08:00

haha i can't sleep. aack, adjusting back to waking up for school is gonna be hard. haha =/ if my mom/dad suddenly barges into my room, im so dead. haha i WILL wake up early tmrw!! and i WILL go to the gym!! i think.

i found a quiz!! stole it from someone's blog =]

Name: Pamela
Birthday: 130194
Eye colour: black
Hair colour: black
Right/Left handed: right
My worst habit: is really bad
Zodiac sign: rooster
Shoe size: i don't know haha :D
Parents still together: uh. yeah
Shoe you wore today: sandals, not the girly ones, the sporty ones
Your weakness: weaknessES
Goals to achieve next year: there are a lot (:
Your overused phrase in MSN: HAHA
Colours: depends on my mood
Food: i like fish? it's brain food (: i like anything that's not overly chewy
Animals: [actually these questions aren't very specific are they? HAHA]
Ice cream: anything chocolate-related or nutty (:
Candy: I LOVE CHOCOLATES!!
Store: HAHA IKEA or giant megastores!!!
Songs: manymanymany
Letter: J for january =]
Number: 3 or 13 or 33 i guess, the digit 3
Season: winter!
Radio Station: haha my dad always listens to GOLD 90 fm in the car! and im in the car a lot
Who was the last person you touched: what type of x-rated quiz IS this?!
You talked on the phone: jessie's mom HAHAHAHA [telling me jessie couldn't come to the phone]
You messaged: my phone's being serviced! ):
You hugged: my mom? HAHA
You yelled at: sigh, my brother
You played a sport: basketball (: when i kicked my brother n neighbours' butts :D OHHH YEAH.
Last time you laughed: HAHA about one second ago
Last time you cried: a few days ago, haha crying's good for the soul
Movie you watched: bedtime stories [in the first row!!! never again, thank you very much!]
Joke you told: HAHA IM SO FUNNY
Favourite hair color: if i ever get a dog i want it to be eitherblack or brown or light brown or white hahaha
Short or long hair: my dog better not shed too much hair
Best clothing style: i have no style, i dress to be comfortable HAHA
Characters: what characters?
People to do this quiz: everyone i have ever met in my life

yaaaaaaaaay! haha okay. im going blind, staring at this electronic piece of equipment

2009-01-08T00:20:00.006+08:00

hello lovely people who still read my blog!!! just to tell everyone that my phone has been sent for servicing cause there's something wrong with it [hahaha duh] i couldn't send out messages, so i'll be phoneless for like, the next 5 days... well, i might be using my mom's old phone of she finds her charger, or my brother's one HAHA. so, see how. yeah, so im really sorry if you have smsed me and i didn't reply ): yupp so, MSN! hahaha or you could call my house if im not online, which i most probably won't be hehe. yes, you'll find my number somewhere! hahahahha :D

bye, goodnight!
love,
me =]

ps; HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAKOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even though you won't see this HAHA
haha i feel high

look at the bee-yooo-ti-ful scenery!! (:

pss; i wanna change my url i might.. hahaah i like fudge!!

2009-01-06T19:01:00.002+08:00

why is clare's blog gone?
why is yvonne's blog gone?
and why's deborah's blog gone?? [!!??!??!?!!!?!!?!?!??!!!]
WHAT'S HAPPENING

i can't sms anyone, cause my phone has some wierd problem. so call meeee haha
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im bored to bits at home. SOMEONE! CLEAR YOUR SCHEDULE AND GO SOMEWHERE WITH ME!! i hope jessie gets permission for her fund raising thinggg haha then i'll have something to do on that day.

i've suddenly gotten the urge to read the harry potter series all over againnnn. and i want to watch start wars.
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO SAD NOWADAYS!!!!
the little nyonya was sadistic ): SINGAPORE DRAMAS ARE SO IRRITATING [!!] the worst thing you could possibly think of ALWAYS happens. the ending was actually quite sad.
then there's star wars. i watched episode 3- the revenge of the sith [i think thats the name] and it was so sad.. the queen, padme[?] DIED! ): and with a broken heart at that. why oh why did anakin skywalker have to turn evil?! and the twins..! separated. ahhh so sad.

okay whatever haha i still think star wars is cool. yupp, i still wanna watch it all over again.

i can't wait for school to start, cause im so bored, but on the other hand, im just ahhh, really nervous. i don't like the first day of school ): and i miss my friends

2009-01-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

okay so everyone's been wishing everyone else happy new year and i haven't.. ahhtheguilt
yeah, so
BLESSED NEW YEAR!!! MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR AHEAD (:
it's a new year, with new resolutions, new friends to add on to your old friends [yes! don't forget your old friends lah!!] and just a new start (:

to 1C1 07/2C1 08: thanks for [ahem HAHA] sucking at chinese and getting quite good math/science/english grades for psle :D i couldn't have asked for better classmates (: you guys were probably the best class i ever got, really. haha and i don't care, even though we're all going different places this year, it's not goodbye cause i won't let meijun forget about our C1 reunions!! haha! :D yes, so if you see me walking about aimlessly somewhere don't forget to say hi! :D

i think only people from this group read my blog so yupp, this post shall sort of be dedicated to you guys!! haha :D not that i don't thank the teachers and other people in my life, just that they most probably will never see this HAHA.

I LOVE YOU ALL!! MUAH MUAH. HAHAHA

tmrw's my lweeddle brother's birthday :D haha im planning to make something edible as a present :D did i ever announce to the whole world that i love cooking shows? actually, i love british cooking shows :D like, jamie oliver!! aka the naked chef. AHHH I LOVELOVELOVE WATCHING HIS COOKING SHOWS!!! and nigella express is quite cool too :D i don't know why, but i like the british ones better haha

WHOO I LOVE JAMIE OLIVER!! not the he's-hot kind of way, aiya, i just love all his shows!! :D

okay, i gtg before my mom comes and discovers that im not in bed, haha i woke up at 1.15pm this/ yesterday morning/ afternoon!!!! my dad was like, 'you have to start toning down and adjusting back to your waking-up-for-school time' sigh so now i have to wake up by 10am tmrw or i'll hafta feel his wrath
hahaha bye!

a WHOLE lot of pictures

2008-12-29T15:01:00.015+08:00

and can you just imagine, these are only a few pictures from the first TWO AND A HALF DAYS!!

haha yes, and it's backwards!!

half of the third day

i'll just talk about the first half of the day, cause that's what the photos show haha :D okay, we packed our bags and loaded them into our coach cause we were gonna spend the night at a beeeeee-yu-tifulll hotel by the lake [ri yue tan, i think.. haha!!] sorry!! i just CAN'T remember all those chinese-named places =/ yeah and we drove all the way til lunch-time and stopped at this really really pretty restaurant, it was open-aired and was just like a garden. omg haha the food was really pretty too!!! AHH THE FOOD IN TAIWAN WAS GOOD HAHA. then we went to a railway station, it was cool too (: my cousins and i discovered the joy of jumpshots!!! HAHA they were so fun!!! unglam, but fun HAHA :D

second day

we went to this HUGE bookstore!! we walked there from the hotel cause it was quite near. then taipei 101, it was connected to a shopping mall so it was quite cool, oh and the lift was really fast HAHA :D we could see the whole of taipei!! my dad wouldn't have dared to look out of the window i tell you! hahaha =] but the view was nice. although i sort of got bored of it after a while HAHA. the interior decoration was nice (: oh! there was this huge sphere at the top of the tower, it's called a domer or dormer or something. it uhh. i think, stabalizes the building and absorbs the uh, impact of the wind? haha can't remember =P yeah, then we went back to the hotel to rest. at night we took taxies [HAHA HOW DO YOU SPELL IT?] to a night market, it gets colder at night without the sun (: but i didn't care I LOVE COLD WEATHER!!!! always have, always will :D yes, shopped a lot. HAHA OMG IT WAS LIKE BUGIS STREET!! except bigger, it was a lot like bugis street! with all the narrowness and lots of people. the only bad thing about that place was the ventilation. soooooooo many people smoke in taipei!! ughh. and you can ALWAYS smell exhaust, it was just made even worse in that cramped up 'bugis street'. ohmygosh, speaking of smoke, our bus/coach driver was a smoker. so, okay lets just say that my trip to taiwan has increased my disgust of smoking and drugs and any unnatural, man-made thing [that was started by a stupid,crazy pyscho why-on-earth-did-he-do-it person] that harms the human body. so shopped shopped shopped til we dropped! haha =]

first day

please read previous post (:

okay, i may or may not continueeeeee hahaha too lazy and people might be getting bored!! :D

these few days have been just lazing around and sleeping after 12, waking up at 11. BLUSH. HAHA jessie's BECOMING MEANER CAUSE OF CANOEING!! HAHA. yes jessie, it's okay, i don't mind being fat!! you can continue losing weight until you go poof! hahaha :D

okay just kiddinggggg =] shall go now, haha BYE (:

2008-12-20T00:14:00.005+08:00

Hi everybubby!!! sorry for not posting for so long haha :D came back from church camp on wednesday, oh man it was such a long journey, it took twice as long to travel back to singapore than to johor bahru. I LOVE THAT ELECTRONIC THUMBPRINT PASSPORT THING!!!! quick and easy, suits us kanchiong singaporeans right to the very core (:
yes so, it's like 12 plusplus in the morning now and i feel kinda hyper, i don't know why haha (: COME BACK SAFELY VERITY N PHOEBE N KLARE N IVA N PAVETA!!!! plus whoever else who's going overseas [!!!]
i just uploaded the photos from our taiwan trip into my tablet, all SIX HUNDRED PLUS of those photos!!!!!!!! haha look forward to seeing notreallyglamorousshots of me and my lovely loveleeee family [minus my dad =/] christmas is coming christmas is coming!!!! oh yes, CHURCH CAMP WAS AWESOME BTW. i feel, rejuvenated (: it's a whole new start =/ seriously, next year it'll be new school, [possibly] new cca, new classmates, new teammates, new teachers, new cell group, new buses, new subjects, just all totally new. ohmygosh.. God help me.
but i still love crescent despite complaining about it now and then and i'll definitely miss all my friends and i dont intend to lose contact with them, yes, hopefully our friendships will last =/

look at me. im getting out of point haha :D
daddy's coming home tmrw morning!!! he left for london while i was away at camp. my thingyyy has come. horrible day to come, considering my mom, my brother and i chose today to go christmas shopping at orchard road. gosh i hate my cramps and walking up and down orchard road still sick from camp didn't help. [yes, im still sick, flu and cough but recovering haha (:]
i made a very scientific discovery during camp. cause we spent nearlyyyy the whole day in the air-conditioned hotel, i have evidence to back up my experience in taiwan that i can't digest my food properly in the cold. i get constipation. HAHA you don't want to know the details d;

[smacks head] SORRY, NOT THE REASON IM BLOGGING. i shall tell you about taiwan haha (:

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DAY ONE (:
woke up really early to go to the airport to meet half of our party of 13 ppl. said bye to daddy and took 4 hour flight to taiwan. [i lovelovelove planes! CLARE!!!! I LOVEEEE AIRPLANE RIDES!! HAHA] omg the queue at the airport in taiwan has HOR-RI-BLE. it was so long. it cuuuuurved around the whole floor before snaking. we queued for like 45-55 minutes. my gosh. haha but it was good bonding time i guess =] sat in this coach for like one hour plus to reach taipei, fullerton hotel :D the hotel was super cool. it was a business hotel so there weren't any other kids. good thing my dad knows taiwan pretty okayish well (: yes, anyway, the weather in taipei was really really nice, in the tens. so colder than aircon but not freezing. sorta like london, kinda misty-like. ~~i miss london..~~ fvgdf yeah so we unpacked, went for lunch at this place near the hotel and walked around the area. we bought you tiao and soya bean milk. omg it was soooooo nice eating the awesome freshly-made youtiao and hot milk. i burnt my tongue cause i drank too much through the straw, darn, straws always trick me into thinking the drink's not too hot D: but it was good all the same haha (: then afterwards waited in our cool hotel for the last four to arrive. our hotel was cool cause it was really tall and skinny and almost all our rooms were next to each other. i loved running in and out to other rooms haha :D [blush. yes, im childish/i embrace my childhood wonder within] i love slippers too. haha :D so fun. yes anyway. after that we took the mrt [which was right outside our hotel] to some place, to go shopping. yeah to take a vague look at the nightmarkets in a place called da-an haha. i dont know how but the adults just know where to go :D we went to this place in a shopping centre for dinner, thats when i learnt that there steak is really wierd. its uhm. soft n chewy and not hard enough. i don't know, i didn't like it haha. then afterward we went to this famous dessert shop to have dessert [duh. hahaha :D] it felt healthy and i thought it was really good. i got this grass jelly thing with stuff hahaha :D then, we were lazy so we cabbed back to the hotel. everyone agreed it was a good choice. it was so much faster. not that it wasn't interesting to take the train. haha people there really cramm themselves into the train. it was sooo full. tada!! end of day one hehe :D now for some day one photos :D
okay, i've realised that there are just too many photos, so photos another day, when i've decided on how to post them (: haha maybe i'll listen to phoebe n post them on facebook :D everyone add me on facebook!!!
okay, goodnight! love you all who cometh anth dareth entereth thyth blogthhhhhhh

2008-12-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

hello!! quick post today, this is kinda late, considering that i came back on thursday and im only posting this on saturday (: yes, well, youth camp is tmrw, in johor bahru!! whooooo. my first overseas camp so im quite excited :D i'll tell you alllll about taiwan after i've come back from camp (: pictures!! i love my family (!!!) meaning, my entire family =] the air was so polluted that i've fallen sick, this happens when i go to china too.. i hope i recover by tmrw =/
okay, bye!! miss me haha :D

PS, my mosquitoe bite is huge. i just want to chop it offfffffff!!

2008-12-03T23:51:00.006+08:00

im leaving in about 30 hours!! ahhhh so excited right now, even though there's still one more day
my dad found out that he can't go with us to taiwan cause he has to stay here and deal with a problem that the financial crisis caused. okay, actually i don't read the newspaper despite my parents' promptings so i don't really know what's going on. i just need to tell the world how displeased i am that my dad's not going anymore ):
this is just, abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz (!!) nearly my entire family's going!! ): well, family on my dad's side.

okay, that aside, now for the whole reason i'm posting right now...

happy birthdays in advance to:
TOH CHINGHAN AND TESSA SIM YI RU!!!
whose birthdays both fall on 9th Dec :D
may you guys have a great birthday and recieve lotsa presents haha (:

haha okay, i'll be back by the 12th so if you want to sms or call me again, you can! yaaaay :D

[edited]
ahhhh i've just realised that my blog's clock's time is totally.. wierd.
haha my goal: NO MORE FILTHY WORDS!!! yes, i shall try my best =]
p.s. it's 12.40a.m now
haha night!

2008-11-28T23:18:00.003+08:00

HI FOLKS! i've been wanting to post these past few days but... i felt lazy and had no mood to hehe so, yes, today shall be a resonably long post, i think.... maybe (:

monday:
went out with chinghan, rachel and phoebe with the intention of buying christmas presents. but ALAS i couldn't make any decisions so i just ended up spending money on... yummy stuff. ahhhhh we're supposed to exercise three times a week right?! im not exercising at all. IM JUST GONNA GROW FAT AND OLD.

tuesday:
uhm, i can't really remember.. i think i went shopping with my mom at tampinese mall. oh yeah, i did! somehow bought two girly-looking tops and awesome [but horribly overpriced] shorts. COME ON PEOPLE, shorts are so short!! such little material is used!!!! WHY MUST THEY BE MORE EXPENSIVE THAN, i don't know..! STARBUCKS!!!! oh, ate swensons with my mom!! i terribly regretted leaving my jacket at home, tapinese mall's swensons outlet is my favouritest outlet everrrrr!!!! one,cause it's freezing in there and two, cause their ice-cream-sundae-making guy is really generous!!!! the ice-cream's taller than the glass!! I KID YOU NOT.

wednesday:
take a deep breath,
i pierced my ears despite being extremely horrified at the idea of a sharp piece of metal being shot in, through my ear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, im gonna blog like this..

here's what i was thinking:

I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE ACTUALLY HERE. IN THE
SHOP!!!!! OMG THE LADY LOOKS QUITE SCARY. AHHHHHHHHH. the shop lady's
preoccupied with something else, quickkk!! escape!!!!

great, my failed
attempt at piercing my ears. i want to pierce......! i think. but i can't!!!!

arghhhh i have to do this. if i don't do this now, i just know that i
won't be able to bring myself to pierce in the future either... okay, mummy!
let's just get this over with

omg there are dots marked out on my
ears!!! this is it.... im going to die.

omgg in sitting down, on the
chair and the lady's coming closerrrrrr

omggg she's right next to my
ear!! this is it... here comes the pain. ahhh i hope it's only just like an
injection like my mom says....!

oh okay! YAY it isn't that painful..!

OH WOW. oh oh oh here comes the pain. ohhhh owww it hurts!!! I CAN'T
MOVE

AHHHHHHHH here come's the next ea....

OWWW. no don't make
me stand up!!! i can't move..!! owwww mygosh, painnnnnnn

haha it's fun blogging like this, HAHAHA i feel so dramatic!
whooooo it's gonna be a long post.
i was so so so happy [and kinda shocked] that it didn't hurt when i showered!!

thursday:
okay, shoot, i can't remember much. oh oh, ~~i slept til like, 12.10!!~~ [or was that today?? i can't remember] whoo!! i feel so accomplished!!!! ohhhh, went to this place called da chang jin for dinner my my mom and aunty. it's this korean buffet barbeque and hotpot place, the table has a barbeque thing and a divided-in-the-middle hotpot with spicy soup and non-spicy soup. i loved the barbeque!!! i ate so much meat!!!!! i felt quite unhealthy. ahhhhhh i need to start exercising (!!!!) my life is really uhm, unhealthy right now, no exercise, lots of food, sleeping too late, waking up late, NOTHING TO DO, no training of any kind... bad bad BAD!!!!!!!!!

today:
i know it's past 12 already, but whatever haha (:
sent my brother and his friend to tuition cause my mom couldn't rush home in time. it wasn't planned, but watched beverly hills chihuahua afterwards with my cousin, inez. i just suddenly felt like watching a movie, so i called her house! good thing we stay so close.
and i have come to a conclusion that chihuahuas are actually quite cute!!!!! after staring at them for so long. but, I STILL LOVE BIG DOGS THE BEST.
ohoh!!!!! i have decided that when/if i get a dog, I WILL NAME HIM BENJI -if it's a guy dog. if it's a girl, uhm, not sure yet haha :D [i must NOT forget this name!!!!!!! i have to save it and store it in my mind until i have the chance to get a dog]

tomorrow:
iceskating!!!!! plus lunch with two of my cousins, [not the one up there] my brother, mom and aunty :D awesome

since im talking about the future [sort of] i shall add in these too!

5-11 December:
family trip to taipei, taiwan!! can't wait to sit in a plane again and experience lovely colder-than-singapore's weather!!!!

14-17 December:
SURGE CAMP!!!! church camp in johor, malaysia!! it's gonna be another awesome encounter with God (:

okay, woah I OUTDID MYSELF!!! haha thank you reader, for reading my crazy postings up til here (: bye!

edit:
ahhhhhhhh..! paveta's freaking me out with her freaking out because of nj (!!) i think i'll cry or something if i don't get into a class with either chinghan/ jessie/ klare/ paveta/ rachel/ xinyi/ yvonne in it. or, i might freak out and die. i can't wait to start school but at the same time i sort of dread starting a school life all over again. plus, i don't know what cca im going to join. great, i feel stupid and all depressed now.

2008-11-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

i realized that meijun tagged me and since i don't feel like going to sleep i m gonna do it (:

The Rules And Regulations
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write on their blog 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back !
5. Leave a tag on their tagboard saying that they've been tagged

1] i don't like eating onions, but as long as i can't see the onions, i'll eat it. maybe i have some pyschology problems (:
2] i can save my money, but when i start spending it on stuff outside, i end up spending much more than i should have ): my poor daddy, i keep wasting his hard earned money.
3] uhh. i had a pet chicken before!! before the bird-flu period that is, hehe (:
4] according to my mom's friend or relative [i forgot who] i can't donate blood. as in, im not eligible. so cool right!! in a sad way. D:
5] when i was young, my family used to go to a few places and the company payed for our plane tickets so, we were blessed enough to sit in business class all the time [ahem. THEN. not now] so, haha yeah, business class the food was good. so i loved airplane food, i never could understand why everyone said that airplane food is awful. yeah, i only realised like, two years ago why the food didn't seem as nice as it used to be :D don't get me wrong, i still quite love airplane food. i love sitting on airplanes! (:
6] often when my brother asks me for something [like, lets say a chicken nugget] but i say no, i always change my mind and end up giving him what he wanted in the first place haha.
7] oh HAHA. i have a crush on that guy in that sony camera commercial with the candyfloss! [ahhhhh so cute/hot!! :D]
8] i love christmas
9] im very indecisive
10] i don't know what christmas presents to get for people!! D:

Tagged:
if you're bored like me, then just take it and do, you know you want to! HAHA okay night (:

I see an open heaven
I sense a breaking of new ground
I feel a new anointing
This new love I have found

Living waters flow over
Come wash from deep within
My heart is ready now

Deeper in You
To another level
I will find my breakthrough
Deeper in You
I need you Holy Spirit
Consume my heart and
make me Yours again
In You I'm forever changed

2008-11-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

yesss. it's raining :D i love it when it rains like this

2008-11-22T14:43:00.005+08:00

featuring my awesome friend... HANRU! [who likes pink eugh HAHA] well, let me tell you, this girl was DIFFICULT, so i cheated a bit and photoshopped her out of other photos :D [this post is also for verity's evil amusement!] hanru, breathe!!! haha :D

the end! of this post. i mustttt continue with pictures of more of my frineds!! :D NO I AM NOT EVIL HAHA

2008-11-21T18:02:00.002+08:00

HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARE TENG SIEW MAI
LOVE YOU HAHA :D
hahaha!! look!! your picture is backk!!!! :D

2008-11-20T12:54:00.007+08:00

i shall do a quiz (:
[pssst haha sorry clare/yixin/tessa sim but i've done that one before/too many times heehee]

Time started: 1:08 pm

Name: pamela phl
Shoe size: i don't really know =]
Height: 16+ cm
where do you live: my daddy says that i can't disclose our address
Favourite drinks: teh tarek! anything sweet and non-carbonated will do

Have you ever -
Been on a plane : yes!! i LOVE airplanes
Fallen asleep at school: i can't fall asleep in school
Broken someone’s heart: i don't know? haha ihopenot
Fell off your chair: uhh does falling backwards with my chair count? HAHA
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: uh nooo
Saved e-mails: i can't really remember
What is your room like: it's awesomeeee! hahanotreally
The last thing you ate: half of my mom's bread [haha tookthewrongone oops]
Ever had chicken pox: yes and im glad it's over
Sore throat: of course
Broken nose: haha no! [sometimes i wonder what it's like to break a bone HAHA :D yes, im also aware that the nose is not a bone]
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes (:
Like picnics: sometimes. the grass must be nice!! singapore doesn't have very nice grass ):

Who was/were -
the last person/people you danced with: i don't dance. CAN'T YOU JUST HEAR THAT HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SONG! haha okay, i was forced to do ms seow's[sp?] bidding so i guess, with paveta! here's a picture of her for your reference :D

Last made you smile: my brother? haha or, chinghan? thank you for coming to my blog! haha i like tags (: hinthint [my blog is on the brink of death!]
You last yelled at: my brother? sorry don(: / ): haha [can't really remember]

Today did you -
Talk to someone you like: i like everyone
Kiss anyone: nope
Get sick: i have cramps, does that count? HAHA
Talk to an ex: haha i don't have one thankyouverymuch
Miss someone: i miss my friends haha
Eat: yes (: yum

Best feeling in the world: HAHA HAPPINESS
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: haha nope, what if they fall off the bed!
What’s under your bed: im rearing dustmites
Who do you really hate: i don't hate anyone. im nice and nice
what time is it now?: 1:30pm

Random -
Is there a person who is on your mind now: uh nope haha
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: HAHA yes?
Do you smile often: yes :D
Do you like your hand-writing: i think so! sometimes. hahaha
Are your toe nails painted: no. nonono, me no do stuff like that
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my mummy and daddy's bed
What color shirt are you wearing now: dark yellow :D
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: basking in verity and clare's ambience [i love this word, use your french accent!]
Are you a friendly person: i try to be (:
Do you have any pets: no.. i want a dog!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: 1] this person doesn't exist 2] so i don't know :D
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: that was in church, i think it was gervina and sis bernice, haha okay then yes my friend/buzz grp leader (:
Do you sleep with the TV on?: nope i pay attention
What are you doing right now?: im doing this quiz lah!
Have you ever crawled through a window?: haha no but i would love to try one day :D
Are you too forgiving?: uh. no? yes? i don't know
Are you closer to your mother or father?: i love both my parents very much (:
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my mom i guess
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: i guess this question's talking about guys right? -.-
Do you eat healthy?: haha so so
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: refer to one of the previous questions
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: when i was younger, yes
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: i don't know, my friends?
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: depends on where i am/who im with
Are you confident?: no, im a sad case

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
sorry, i can't recall haha

5 things on my to-do list today:
- must not be depressed
- get people to make plans with me to go out
- i fully plan to have dinner [oh ho ho. no dieting for me!]
- bug someone i guess
-check what cca's nj has

5 snacks I enjoy:
- chocolates
- organic lollipops! hey they're quite cool go try them!
- chips?
- fruits haha im healthy!
- and idk

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- buy a nice big house!
- get a dog!!
- share the money with ppl i love
- go on an overseas trip with my friends/family haha (:
- donate to charity! HEY RICH PEOPLE OUT THERE!! please donate more! :D

5 of my bad habits:
- lazy
- sleep too late
- i tend to leave things til the last minute like homework haha but i intend to change that! :D
- i forget stuff easily
- i spend too much when i go out

5 places I have lived in:
- singapore
- houston i guess?
- london
- serangoon
- edelwiess

5 jobs I’ve had
- daughter
- sister
- friend
- volunteer
- help-mummy-to-wash-her-car-for-five-dollars person :D worth it worth it!

5 people I tag:
anyone who wants to do (:

OH MY GOSH. THE HIGHEST PSLE SCORE THIS YEAR IS 287 FROM NANYANG PRIMARY. :O what are these people eating nowadays?!!

2008-11-19T23:17:00.006+08:00

~~haha i just realised that my 200th post was chinghan's photo post!!~~
edited: wait, this is my 200th post. yay =] i found out that i had a few drafts, so i deleted them, they don't count
wow, it took two years, haha i guess im really slow compared to other people (:
congratulate me!! i've never had a blog for so long before hehe

went out with clare and verity today to watch MADAGASCAR escape 2 africa (: haha it was fun. love you guys!
i ate carl's juniour for the first time today!! yeah, everyone must think i'm wierd but it's true, first time! oh my word, it was huge. i couldn't finish it. HAHA i fell for verity and clare's nasty little chemical-reaction-with-chilli-and-ketchup, thing... can't believe it.
while waiting for verity-the-late to arrive, clare and i went to that pet shop on the top floor of vivo!!! AHHHH OMG THERE WERE SO MANY CUTE PUPPIES!!! I WANT ONE!!!!!!
i realllllly want a dog, but, i don't know, it seems impossible right now. ~~stabsheartwithimaginarydagger~~
haha i don't feel myself right now, oh why must depression be an emotion =/
ahhhhhhhh plans for tomorrow were cancelled and i feel so.... erghhh..
okay ta ta
[tatar sauce :D -with fish and chips haha]

that's all folks!

edit:

p.s. im not sure if taiwan has anything cool to buy, buttttt, im going! so anyone wants anything from there, tell me k! =]

2008-11-18T15:16:00.004+08:00

i want school to start, then at least i'll have something to do and people to interact with right? ):

i feel awfulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
you know why? you know why? WANT TO KNOW WHY? BECAUSE IM GOING NUTS AND TURNING EVIL AND ANTISOCIAL AND TREATING MY FAMILY LIKE SH!T EVEN THOUGH I DON'T WANT TO AND THERE'S JUST SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. i've been..... EASILY ANGERED these few days. ARGHHHHHHHHHH. i suck.

and i realise i haven't been doing birthday posts. ):

2008-11-16T23:45:00.003+08:00

let me tell you, phoebe has the most AWESOME photos

LOVE YOU LOADS PHOEBE! (please don't kill me! haha)

the next photo will SHOCK ANYONE WHO SEES IT.

phoebe is LOOKING INTO THE CAMERA!!!!!!

[she neverrrrr looks!!!]

loook!!!! she's so prettyyyy!!!! haha :D

2008-11-15T19:48:00.002+08:00

haha now it's toh's time!!! this is CHINGHAN!!!! haha

hahaha :D i used to have lots of pictures of her but i don't know where they went.. haha oh well.

see ching!!! i DID do one for you! you're welcome! hahaha

2008-11-12T00:30:00.005+08:00

HAHA this is verity, say hello ree!! LOVE YOU HAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHA the next few were used for our cs project. FUN UNGLAM SHOTS :D
[haha please don't kill me!]

look at our boat! it rocks =]

2008-11-10T16:24:00.003+08:00

i don't really feel like blogging today, ~~cause of a horrible tugging feeling that someone's/some people are keeping something from me,~~ but i feel the urge to inform the people who don't live in the east that...

there was this horrible storm yesterday at like 5.50 am in the morning that must've woken up almost everyone in pasir ris. THE THUNDER WAS SO LOUD. it was like, ROLLING THUNDER. it echoed throughout the condo. ohthehorror.

the end

ODE TO CLARE!!

2008-11-06T22:33:00.005+08:00

HERE YOU GO CLARE MY DARLING!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA :D

OH MAN this is fun!!! i've realized that i have lotsa photos of other various people too!! so be sure to check back for more awesome photos of my awesome friends!

2008-10-21T21:59:00.004+08:00

hello~ i don't think anyone reads this blog anymore but oh well, i shall try out this thing from jessie's blog

go to urbandictionary.com and type in the first answer to each of the following questions

what's your name?
pamela
is usually the craziest of the bunch. quite often has a variety of different laughs, and can perform them all on demand. everybody loves pamela, the type of person you always want to protect. she is a flamboyant driver. loves make up, clothes and accessories

I DO NOT LIKE MAKEUP OR ACCESSORIES AND I CAN'T DRIVE

your age?
not telling
not disclosing information for personal or private reasons.

one of your friends?
i shall choose verity haha cause its an interesting name
__________________________

omg, okay the definition is very unsightly, so i shall make up my own definition
verity
a crazy person who has never tasted popiah

what should you be doing?
thinking
using the muscle between your ears to create conclusions regarding what other people do and say.

favourite colour?
don't have one, depends on my mood, right now, its dark blue i think
Def 1: its a color
Def 2: color of sadness
Def 3: the best ______ song ever by Jack's Mannequin

hometown?
S'pore?
Abbreviation of Singapore.

month of your birthday?
january
Everyones favorite month!!
playing in the snow snuggling by the fire
[and something else which has been sensored] X(

last person you talked to?
my dad
The parent that takes the most shit. Sure, if you had a shitty father, then go ahead and bitch, but not all of us did. Some of us had great fathers, who really loved us, and weren't assholes. Honestly, if you could see how much damage a mother could do to one's self esteem, you wouldn't even place so much blame on "dear old dad"

[okay]

what did you last eat?
noodles
1. Nice food that comes in packets labelled "Super Noodles". 2. The Offspring's lead guitarist and one of the coolest guys ever to walk upon this planet.

your nickname?
pam?
the nonstick cooking spray, duh everyone knows that

[uhh thanks.]

2008-09-13T14:34:00.002+08:00

haha this is super late but i just feel like posting pictures right now (:
homework's a drag
im doomed, one book review in 2 hours and 35 minutes HAHA! doomed i say!

this was from teacher's day btw
oh wait, i just realized, pictures of us in sch uni is a no no =/ oh well, lj!

2008-09-08T21:07:00.003+08:00

yesssssssss finally, I HAVE MY INTERNET CONNECTION BACK!! :D
sigh. i have to chiong my homework now
so. tired.
that's all folks! ;)

2008-08-29T19:42:00.004+08:00

Our God is an AWESOME God (:
we really do serve an awesome God. He has really blessed so many people around the world and it's just great to see how he has really come through and provided for so many. well, i think testimonies are really inspiring stuff.
TRUST IN GOD!! :D

okay, i know so random.
i've discovered really nice songs today!! i feel.. wow (: (:

oh well, on another note i would like to announce that i love reality tv shows :D
everyone should watch:
JON AND KATE PLUS EIGHT &
LITTLE PEOPLE, BIG WORLD
it's just so cool (:
ohoh and not forgetting FRIENDS. really good to watch to cheer you up whether or not you need cheering up or not :D

2008-08-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

there isn't fitt run tmrw is there?
HAHA HELLO PEOPLE WHO DON'T EXIST!! haha goodness gracious me, my blog is so dead.
i promised myself i would do my geography graded assignment but, yeahhh oh dear, have to finish it by tmrw... yeah actually the due date is like, over haha buttttt oh well :D i shall have to put it in ms sim's pigeon hole myself

hmm okay, i can't think of anything to blog about so, haha BYE (:

2008-08-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

my life is so screwed
screw YOU and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you
oh what the heck screw the whole world
life sucks so much right now
i just want to die
no mood to finish my homework
no mood to finish my pbl website but i still have to do it cause i heard some stupid rumour that its due TOMORROW.
tommorow T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W.
SCREWED.
so fr*****n PISSED
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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ARGH.

2008-08-02T22:27:00.003+08:00

haha reading my previous post made me feel so silly (:
oh well, church tomorrow, yaaay im serving! i can wear my gap hoodie so i don't freeze to death :D i was watching goong today, for the whole day, in a totally airconditioned room :D [haha i feel so guilty for wasting so much electricity and i wonder how much radiation i have recieved] OMG I JUST REMEMBERED, GERALDINE AND I DIDN'T PASS UP OUR ENGLISHHHHH!!!!!!! OHHHHHHHHHHH sheeeeeeegghdgjng;srhgesutgttttttt. oh well anyway, i couldn't help noticing that everytime the characters sat down to talk, they're served with tea in nice-looking cups and a slice of yummy looking cake ((: it made me wonder exactly how many cups were used in princess hours :D and i was craving so badly for cake! they looked so yummy and scrumptious [!!!] im going off-topic again, haha!! so, i asked my mom if she could bake a cake for me to eat, but i ended up making it myself! hahaha :D so happy, baking is actually really satisfying (: i would watch my korean drama while waiting for it to cool off or bake haha. i didn't eat rice at all today, i ate, mcdonald's, some wonton mee that i didin't really like, but because im a pig i ate part of it, some beehoon-ish thing that wasn't much better but, once again, i ate some of it, i also ate some dorito's [how'd you spell it?], taco flavoured ones, and i ate a slice of my cake and some roasted chicken my mom made but didn't really like cause it was a frozen [not fresh with a wierd smell] chicken. but once again. i ate it :D HAHA I SUCKKK. i need training (: even though i'll most probably complain that im too lazy when i actually get to train. okay, i think i shall end the post now, oh yes, i feel really bad cause i was telling myself since 10 o'clock this morning that i would do my homework.. yes, i didn't do anything at all. sigh. ahhhh im so dead.

2008-07-28T18:31:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt as if everything around you has just chosen the exact same moment in your life to kill you from the inside out?

i think there's something wrong with my ceiling fan, i feel really hot. [or maybe im just naturally hot. HAHA not funny. just kiddinggg..! or am i? muhahahaha]

no school today! [sticks out tongue at everyone who was forced to drag yourself out of bed before i was rudely awakened by the sun]

im hungry, but im too lazy to drag my wretched self out of my wretched chair..
whyyyyyyy do we have to go and watch the match between raffles and peicai? i'll just be all sad and run off to that cage beside the canteen to steal one of those hockey sticks and pretend that i can hit the squishy ball that's going to be used in place of a real hockey ball.

i have been drawn to the undeniably strong pull of korean drama, don't tell my mommy but i watched goong until 1 ++ last night. come to think of it, don't tell anyone at all please

i shall end off this post which i feel has too many paragraphs to be appropriate for a post such as this with: if there was a competition for the most horrible, rude, impatient, dumb, reckless, impolite, blur, greedy, selfish person in the world, i would definitely, without a chance clinch gold with the most honourable honours there could have ever been possible to even possibly have

thank you. im sorry

2008-07-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

arghhhhhhhh
i could just explode from frustration.
why is my life always filled with these kind of things [!!] whyyyy whyyyyy whyyyyyyyyy.

im losing my mind, its probably time to sleep now. okay, just one more re-reading of my notebook..!

dear God, please let tomorrow be a nice, cold, windy day, in Jesus' name i pray Amen :D

sometimes i wished that i lived in a pineapple under the sea like spongebob. then i could stand on my pineapple roof on my pineapple house with patrick and scream until i completely lose my voice

2008-07-11T19:37:00.002+08:00

i love this song now

THE VOICE OF TRUTH - Casting Crowns

i could play this over and over again until i go deaf or something i feel like God is speaking to me through this song somehow.. just that i haven't understood his word yet.

the audacity thing is so embarrassing. i don't want to talk into my computer and expose my wierd voice to the world. i think my voice is really wierd.

I just need God's help right now.

i feel, like crap's crap [crappity crap crap crap]

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength -phillipians 4:13

editted from 1plus week ago----------

aw man, i still need to find a way to upload my chinese.
plus, i still have to do my chinese tuition homework
and literature homeworkS
and buy my geog workbook
and do my 17 pages of geog
and my dnt image pageS
and finish drawing my mechanical 'toy'
and upload my dnt elearning
and finish up my geog elearning
and do three flags for the disasterousskitthatiambeingforcedtodo-which resulted in me being in school by 7 on a saturday to waste my life away
and two signs that are also for the skit
and REMEMBER TO BRING MY JERSEY ON MONDAY FOR PHOTOTAKING
and study for SCIENCE TEST ON THURSDAY
and remember to download the usedtobenew science powerpoint slides
and DO MY HUNDREDS OF PHRASES IN MY PHRASEBOOK
~~and find out from someone all the testS next WEEK that i have forgotten~~
[thanks hazel (: although i highly, highly doubt you will ever see this]
okay,
not to mention brace myself for an unknown type of ENGLISH TEST ON WEDNESDAY
and study for a CHINESE TEST ON WEDNESDAY
and a MATHEMATICS TEST ON THURSDAY
and remember that on monday i am also going to buy PE T-shirts with deborah
and brace myself for fuel. [no one will know what it is and i will never reveal it to anyone so please, just ignore this.]

i have decided to colour code this list of horrors, so as for me to see clearer.

my wireless hates me right now
[just like the rest of the #$%$!%!!!$#% world]
so i shall edit another day cause its lagging like $H!t

2008-07-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

i hate goodbyes =/
i really do..! i tend to cling onto the past, whether good or bad. which is bad. yes, IM A CLINGER
ohjoyohjoyohjoy!!
ohboyohboyohboy!!
i think i may be living in denial, not the verity-has-never-eaten-popiah-before-so-she-lives-in-denial-way, but the.. oh i don't know.
haha okay, that had nothingggg to do with the -past- thing. hoho that reminds me, i still have to stuff a popiah in her mouth one day (:
hmmm haha i haven't blogged in forever
ohdearohdearohdear!!
im gonna miss them, i vow that one day, i shall go back to that place and crash their house for maybe a week?
i feel really.... haha i dont know.
i feel like im missing out on a [big] part of my life and no matter how niave that sounds, ~~to all those few people out there that have no idea what i am talkin about,~~ i still feel that somehow..
i am dotdotdot. argh. [i just typed a whole load of words but decided to delete them cause that would just make this post even wierder]
oh my gosh, God, please help me! i think, im crazy. WHOOhoohoHOhOHoHohOOooOoOoOoOOoo

2008-06-20T14:33:00.005+08:00

i feel really depressed right now, so i'll just do a picture post of our class outing first
it was.. awesome
-sentosa- palawan beach
-waterballoon filling
-watergames
-mcdonalds
-waterballoon fight
-seaweed-filled sea
-showers
-vivo with deborah, sarah, yvonne, tessa sim, meijun, sihui
-toysRus, burgerking, that place outside, that kids go to play n get wet
-sarah lost her phone
-digging in burgerking's rubbish for it

k bye

2008-06-09T16:17:00.004+08:00

i was wasting my life/time away and i stumbled on britian's got talent :D
haha this guy GEORGE SAMPSON who's 14 this year wonnnnnn
haha ~~bloody brilliant~~
i found it quite touching actually haha cause he didn't make it to the semi finals the last time even though simon cowell [sp] loved him. but he made it this year!! and he did it for his family, so that he could win the money and help with the financial issues. last year after he didn't make it, he went to better his skills and danced on the streets to earn monayye. haha aiyo i sound like a pyscho stalker zomg. :D

ahh i can't etch the video but here's a link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-gk7Cid_cM

hehe sorry i have absoulutely no life right now! you just have to accept the fact that awesome people like me are verrrry interesting! awesommmme :D
~~HAHA what on earth am i saying~~
byes (:
awesome.

2008-06-06T14:20:00.007+08:00

i suddenly felt like doing a quiz so:
i stole it from hanru =P
i just realised this quiz is a countdown OOH (:

[10]Firsts.
First Best Friend: amanda, first in primary school (:
First Screen Name: what's a screen name exactly?
First Pet: uhhhh fish? haha :D
First Piercing: im a cowarddddd
First Crush: hmph shan't tell you HA.
First CD : uhhh barney? hahaha :D i don't knowww
First Car: i don't have a car oO
First Stuffed Animal: either a lamb, or a bear [i still have the bear!! :D]
First Place Called Home: uhhh.. i don't know haha =P

[9]Lasts.
Last Beverage: yakult! haha!!
Last Car Ride: just now ;D
Last Movie Seen: Indiana Jones!! hahaha :D
Last Phone Call: uhh dailed? last night haha
Last Song You Listened To: star girl by mcflyyyy :D
Last Bubble Bath: haha! really long ago
Last Time You Cried : this morning!! tears of joy!! [it was a really nice dream okay]
Last Thing You Ate: hokkien mee [is it okay to eat that when i have cough?]
Last Bad Thing You Did: uhhhhh shout at my brother? haha I SUCK ):

[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: uh NO.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: NO
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: you wishhhhh HA!
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: nope
Have You Ever Cheated: haha er on homework.. [regrets regrets]
Have You Ever Been In Love: puh- lease who hasn't
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: nopes
Have You Ever Broken A Bone: nopes [i wonder how it feels like]

-edited-
[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
1] my nice baggy shirt
2] FBTs
DO PEOPLE WEAR SO MANY ITEMS AT ONCE

6 ] Things You've Done Today.
1] shower
2] currently eating this tapioca cake thing which my mom insisted that i tried which just irritated my throat and made me start to cough like mad
3] eat lunch
4] cca in the morning
5] take the mrt
6] take a bus home

[ 5 ] Favourite Things
1] chocolate
2] food
3] sleep
4] lots of stuff but my brain isn't working very well right now >:]
5] being with people who love me and i love HEE.

[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1] my parents
2] muh close friends (:
3] uhhh.
4] i don't have many secrets :D haha!!

[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: depends on my mood :D
2. Hot Or Cold: cold
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: chocolate duhh

[ 2 ] You Want To Do Before You Die.
1] tell my loved ones i love them (:
2] tell everyone i'll wait for them in heaven :D haha!!

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
eating that tapioca cake. my throat is starting to hurt all over again

CONGRATS ON BECOMING CAPTAIN MY BELOVED REE!! lessthanthree

2008-06-03T15:19:00.001+08:00

i can't emphasize how doomed i am.
i feel horribleeee. gosh it stinks being sick ):

2008-06-02T16:02:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh im so pissed at myself
I MISUNDERSTOOD OUR MATHS HOMEWORK AND DID 20 USELESS QUESTIONS FOR NOTHING. its HORRIBLEEEEEE cause it was all direct proportion and i [s]hate[/s] really don't like direct proprtionnnnnnnnnnn omg this sucks.

BUT THE MATHS DEPARTMENT SHOULD HAVE ASKED THE ENGLISH DEPARTMENT TO CHECK HOW THET DECIDED TO PRESENT OUR HOMEWORK LIST TO US SO THAT UNSUSPECTING FOOLS LIKE ME WOULDN'T HAVE DONE TWENTY HORRIBLY USELESS QUESTIONS.

-edited-

my mom brought us out today, ate cafe cartel and went shopping afterwards. normally i don't really shop, but it was fun criticizing all those uncomfortable blouses that people who aren't me like :D haha! oh, and choosing bags for my mom haha! bags that i will never carry :D
but it was fun :D
i got new converse shoes!! yaaaay ((:
i think im falling sick. i can feel something building up behind my nose and throat ): i sort of saw it coming, cause my mom is sick. arghhhh. for once i don't wanna be sick. ):
softball tomorrow, arghhhh i don't want to think anymore. i hate maths. i gave up on homework, maybe i will email ms loo to clarifyyyyyyyy ):

2008-06-01T16:26:00.003+08:00

YAY ITS NOT BROKEN!!!!

HALLELUJAHHHHH

ahhhh im hyper :D which is weird cause my chinese tuition's gonna start in 50 minutes [arghhh] and i should be wallowing in sorrow right now. but i found out that my iPod's actually not broken WHOOHOO. haha sheet. im repeating myself. i think, there's something wrong with me :O haha OH NO, i've been influenced by verity, now im using that open mouthed face :O

HAHA IM SORRY. [ HAHA OMG WHO AM I TALKING TO ]

i was extra lame yesterdayyyyy. im losing it because im under stress during the HOLIDAYS. ohhhhhhhhhh pooey.

i have photos (: HAHA

this is what happens to our hair after training. arghh HORRIBLE ):

andrea tied rachel's hair

see? hahah (:

these are the BESTEST MOST AWESOMEST CHOCOLATES EVERRRRR. [okay, one of the very best :D ] uncle ed gave it to us (: its hard to find them in singapore =/

ohh this was quite long ago oO but its a unique photo isn't it HAHA

okayy. so long folks [who aren't really reading my blog HAHA]

2008-05-31T21:08:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh. i think my iPod's broken. ):

2008-05-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

uncle ed came back from houston!! :D a few days ago and he bought presents! for me and my brother- this AWESOME mini baseball and baseball bat
AWESOME (:
they are decorated ASTROS STYLE. apparantly Housten's baseball team is called the Astros :D betcha didn't know that did you ;D
the ball is really nice :D like, really really nice (: with the big word HOUSTON on it and a star and ahhh its just really nice :D
i feel happy just looking at it [ zomg (: ] haha im so wierddd. let me just say no matter what, i will go back one day. [ (: ] i'll play paintball one day too. oh, and i'll get a dog one day, i don't care im gonna use RELENTLESS BUGGING. i'll learn guitar one day too.
i took very artistic photos of the bat and ball but when i opened up the camera i realised that the memory card wasn't even inside. omg all that effort for nothing.

today
had training in the morning til 1
[omg really tiring. but fruitful (: ]
but after that i ate mcdonalds~ haha! oh well. i eat to live and i live to eat.
after that i went to Pathlight [ where lives are transformed :D haha! ] to play... LASER GUN!!! a brilliant 4-day course spread over two weeks (: today was the first lesson and its like Paintball!! with all those barriers, except that instead of actually gettin hit by something we used these ultra-something guns [ like how a remote control works ] its a signal thing or something but its really cool cause you have this certain number of lives to keep while 'killing others'
okay im not a very good storyteller so no-one might actually understand how this can be fun but, whoohoo (:

it takes time sometimes

2008-05-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

since my blog is so dead i shall just talk to myself
argh. i don't feel like blogging anymore~~~~
i say fat people are happy people
but sad people are fat people too
like me,
when im sad i eat. so lately i must've gained alottt ):
but then again softball on tuesday was horrible, in a good way cause it was tiring. good weight loss tactic (: sports keep people fit.
but i ate alot just now.
yum.
but there's softball tomorrow.
i feel so...... argh
life seems so useless.. i shouldn't feel that way ): oh God, please help me
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhh.
sometimes it doesn't pay
i just had to learn it the hard way

2008-05-21T17:11:00.003+08:00

i got my letter (:
its kinda cool that i managed to qualify :D
but.. i was kinda getting used to not qualifying
~~at least that way i wouldn't have to choose~~

oh well, zonals are over. quite ___ about that
whoohoo no more slacks!! :D i haven't done my five items yet. omg! so mdm yeoh told me that i've got to do it tmrw after school ): AHHHH BY MYSELF?!?!!?!

i was quite short-tempered today because of various reasons.. sorry to all the people i was horrible to ): i was quite anti-social til assembly, when we had the mascot thing. OHMYGOSH LA. WHAT ON EARTH WAS WRONG WITH THE JUDGES!!! i mean seriously!! how on earth could fry house win?!! what made them think that ANYONE would actually know what it was supposed to be if we didn't already know that the purple house's mascot was a dragon? COME ON. cant they WAKE UP AND SMELL THE FLOWERS. even if my beloved house [BRONTE] didn't win, keller's and pankhurst's were sooooo much better/nicer/proper than the 'dragon' actually i think that keller's was really cute. but that's besides the fact. i can't believe bronte got FOURTH [cause keller n pankhurst tied] bronte didn't deserve that place. COME ON, IT WAS SO CUTE AND IT WAS ALREADY FINISHED BY THE SPORTS CARNIVAL. i just lost it after that. cause i was already feeling very frustrated to start with. oh ho HO, no one has seen nothing yet okay. wait til i really lose it.

so then we were told to open our lockers- by our class comm [no teachers] and it started with the discovery of cockroach eggs in harriets locker!! she opened it and someone was going 'omg so many!!' or something like that. i thought it was spiders, but as it turned out, cockroach eggs. yeah, then things started getting interesting (: suddenly everyone started freaking out cause a giant adult cockroach appeared and starting crawling around the classroom. im not very sure what happened cause i was throwing stuff into the trash binsoutside with jessie, but someone went to borrow insecticide and we started spraying huge amounts of it around the class. people also evacuated the class as if a smoke bomb had just gone off. haha (: in the end, jessie stepped on it and done. it was over but some people like phoebeeeee :D didn't dare to touch their stuff that were in the lockers just in case there were cockroaches hiding among the books. haha (: the classroom smelled like insecticide the whole day :D

2008-05-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

this is so frustrating
I REFUSE TO LET THAT HAPPEN

i can do all things through Christ who gives me strength -phillipians 4:13
God will help me through (:

i feel horrible. why did i join crezmun. my goodness. HOW COULD I JOIN WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHAT IS WAS ABOUT.
so dumb!!
sigh.
I ~~HATE~~ dont like DEBATE
I ~~HATE~~ dont like PUBLIC SPEAKING
i really dont like screwing things up
i cannot be this way!!!! i shall look on the brighter side of life

there's no school on monday, time to catch up on sleep and not do the tons of holiday homework our teachers decided was good for us
ahhhhhh. im not looking forward to waking up early [again] tomorrow, but on the bright side, NO TUITION FOR ME~ no sir-ree!
im so tired!! i need to sleep and stop being such a horrible person.
why do i always say/do things that i end up regrettingggggggg ):

softball was tiring today and to make it worse, i think i got a tone darker. NO ONE WILL EVER RECOGNISE ME EVER AGAIN. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-05-16T15:50:00.002+08:00

i decided to blog, cause im bored (:
oh and cause i dont like seeing that ah wang guy when i scroll down. so im gonna try to push him outta sight :D

school was Boringggggggg~!! yeah.
didn't do much, chen lao shi brought a dvd for us to watch, it was quite boring but somewhat interesting at the same time oO hahaha yeappppp :D
i brought benedict to school today!!! its the rabbit-looking thing from action city that paveta and phoebe bought for my birthday. i decided to name him benedict!!! cause, cause, he has THE BENEDICT LOOK. yeah. so smart right?

oh. FITT RUN WAS CANCELLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [dumb name btw] HAHAHAHA HALLELUJAH!!

i feel so tired. its like, one has just ended and there's gonna be another tmrw. sigh.
omg tuesdayyyy. BE AFRAID ______ BE VERY AFRAID. whoohoo time to do some squishing :D yesterday was horrible ):

we're going to sentosa again for our class outing!! but i just realised something, that means we cant wear our class hoodies. cause it'll be crazy to wear black at the beach. darn. stupid verity made me addicted to replaying a song over and over again. i've played it so many times already. i want the full song!
okay, i have nothing to say already. so. BYE (:

2008-05-10T21:12:00.001+08:00

arghhh.

2008-05-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

i am duh (: and hanru is the other person (:

duh says:
HAHAHAH
duh says:
omg your display picture
duh says:
hahahaha ((:
second chance says:
HHAHAHHAHA
second chance says:
I KNOW VERY COOL RIGHT!
duh says:
HAHAHAHAHA

second chance says:
HEHEEEEEE
duh says:
EVERYTIME I LOOK AT IT
duh says:
HAIYO
duh says:
HAHAHAHAHA
second chance says:
HAHA ITS SO CUTE RIGHT, I KNOW LAH
second chance says:
YOU ARE FALLING IN with him
duh says:
HAHAHAHAHA
duh says:
hahahahah
duh says:
'HAHAHohaPOHAHAHAHAHA
duh says:
HAHAHAHAHA
duh says:
omg
duh says:
haha
second chance says:
CRAZY LAUGHING WOMAN
duh says:
HAHAHHAHAHA
duh says:
YOUR STUPID DISPLAY PICTUREEE
duh says:
HAHAHA
second chance says:
OMG LAH YOU ARE CRAZY!!!!!!
duh says:
HAHAHAHhaHhaHhHAHhHahahaHahaHhaHAHhAHAhAHha
second chance says:
he's so cute you cant stop smiling while looking at him (:

duh says:
HAHAHA CAUSE YOU HAVE THAT WIERD GUY AS YOUR DISPLAY PIC
second chance says:
im not weird. is it wrong to put a picture of someone so cute?
duh says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

second chance says:
WHATS WRONG WITH HIS EXPRESSION!
second chance says:
HE IS JUST SMILING
duh says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
second chance says:
YOU KNOW, SMILEEE
duh says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
duh says:
HHAHAHAHAHAHA
duh says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHA

actually after re-reading it it isn't that funny anymorebut when i saw her display picture just now i practically burst out laughing oh well
im supposed to star her in this post so uhh

ALL HAIL HANRU!! :D

this was her display pic

it somehow doesn't look funny now hehs

but when i looked at her display pic i wasn't prepared for the horror =D

2008-05-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

i havent blogged for so long that i nearly forgot how to do the template thingie =P

anyway.
I JUST CANT WAIT FOR HISTORY!!! hahahahaha. yeaahhhhh. right. =/
whoosh. mood swings =/
i dont really have anything to say =/
=/
im bored
=/

cherish theese good moments. forget the hatred. feel the loooove.
HAHAHAHA what's wrong with me

hmmm

Bronte rocks. peace out.

2008-04-08T22:02:00.003+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i feel like a timebomb ready to explode

my temper totally sucks. seriously. im not joking people.

i have a horribly, dangerously disasterous temper. horridddddddddddddddddd.

nowadays my temper just builds up inside me everyday in school and on my way home and at home and now most of the time i tend to blow up at home.

i feel so guilty.

i feel like cursing.

but cursing is wrong.

dont do it people.

wanna know something? when i first came to crescent, i was kinda... uhm, shocked? okay no, too drastic. surprised. cause people here call their friends uhmmmm, bad names? here. cause, in primary school, like, no one called their friends stupid or loser or stuff like that, just to their enemies. haha im so random.

oh well.

oh, my aunt's pregnant!!! im gonna have a new baby cousin!!! buttt i'll be soooo many years older than him/her. but its cool all the same (: the thought of my babbbby cousin being a big brother is so cool :D

i dislike people who contradict themselves

i dislike me losing my temper

i really dislike my temper

i dislike people who act cute [cant help it if im just cute. HAHA. OKAY I REALLY AM JUST JOKING. i just had the urge to type that (: JOKING OKAY.]

i dislike everything in the whole world right now

everything is so twisted and cruel and evil and fake.

God please save me.

2008-03-21T19:22:00.002+08:00

khairunnisa; sry haha er, okay
meijun; hehe... :D
chinghan; hahah cookie your head la you!! :D
deborah; haha yesyes, i know i stink at blogging (:
sihui; haha kay (:
audrey; haha yaaaaa i went back!!!!! darn fun la!!!! my gosh, DARN darn DARRNNNNNNN fun. rocked so much. ahhhhh!!!!! i miss those ppl ):
georgina; hahaha i wanna go on a cruise!!! help me bugg the adults!!
jiamin; hahaha like, DUHHHHHHHHH hahahahaha! :D
phoebe; haha yes, im a seniorrr!!!! GASP. :D I LOVE MY JUNIORS BTW!! :D xxx
yuanteng; hahaha i (uh) missed you too!!! i still miss you yuanteng darling!! hahaha
trishaaaaa; hahahah OH MANNN I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS )):
chinghan; HELLO TOHTOH/CHINGEEPOO!!!!
kaijie; hahaha yeahyeah i know

2008-03-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

haha i haven't posted in 17 days...
im so bored!!!!! my goshhhh. haha
ah anyway, good friday today, no school (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY REE!! :D
im supposed to be catching up on homework o.0
but, that's me..! ~the wierd person~ ._.
hehe anyway. im here to gloat!!!
MUhahahaha!!!
guess what!

i got an...
iPod!!!!! yay~!!! from my dad :D haha, i feel bad burning a hole in his pocket.. ._. hehe (sigh)
my first iPod okay!!! [gasp]

2008-03-04T21:33:00.003+08:00

im a horrible er, oh, blogger (:

firstly, I GOT MY TABLET~~~~~~~~~~~~

and then there's

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! I CAN GO FOR THE CAMP!!!!!!!! OH. MY. GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHH!!!! IM DAMN HAPPY DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAPPY.
AND AND AND
IT'S A FREAKING OVERNIGHT CAMP!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[HYPERVENTILATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE]
AFEWDAYSAGOICOULDN'TMAKEITBUT THEDATESWERECHANGEDSONOW
ICANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOSH

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE

2008-02-17T14:48:00.002+08:00

hehe, okay hello people!!! :D havent blogged in.... a very looong time. hahaha okay, im supposed to be doing my homework ): tuition later )):

we had the emergency thingie on uhm, friday, yeah, friday. haha uhhhhh..... it was really hot )): we had to sit in th field for really long ): me, clare, deborah and paveta all were hit with heat waves and the heat jumbled up all our brain cells so we had a.. GRASS FIGHT!!!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHhahahHAhaAhaHAhaHAhaHAhahHAHaHAHhaHahAHhaaaAaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel the wrath of my powerfully powerfulness. i love art heh. im hyperrrr.

my room's a mess ): and, I MISS WHITE SANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): omg laaaa i want to go back ))): anyone wants to go with me? ): oh wait, cannot, common tests ): i shall go back after common tests ): arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. God please help me with my common tests ): i want my tablet )): I SHALL GO FIND A GREEN LAPTOP CASE. muhahahahahahahahaha [after i get the tablet of course]i wanna go back to london ): uncle jim's going today!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! pack me in your suitcase!! ITS WINTER THERE!!!!!! 3-6 degrees!!!! ))))):i was born during winter!!!! muhahahahaha. okay, i shall go eat now byebye :D

HEHE AREN'T YOU PROUD OF ME RAH!!!

2008-01-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

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OHH YEAH. UH HUH ITS MY BIRTHDAY, ITS MY birthday, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh uh huhhhh robin hood!!!!hahahahahas!!!! whoohoo!!!!ONEWay MUHAHAHAHAhahah
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hahahahaha!! im losing it people FREAK OUT!!!!! y'know, that song!!?!!!!!! the really old nice one. old songs are coolio~~~!!!!!!

madness/horror/tragedy/sadstuff aside. i got new shoes today!!!! whoops!! :D aack. i want to serve tomorrow )): LONG LIVE NIKE!!!!!! i need to update my loves list, hahaha :D bye people who dont exist!!!!!!!!!! :DD

2008-01-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

hello!! i havent posted in suck a long LONGGGG time! tsktsk.
I MISS SHAKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
school.
has.
been.
so.
stressful.
(for me, i mean)
so much worse than secondary one )):

THE BAD NEWS:
i fell sick, have overdue homework, owe my mortal two letters =/, have a match at the end of this month but still stink at softball, have to go for softball 3 times a week, woken up everyday (including weekends) before 7.a.m, have to worry about pbl, have a massive pile of homework, failed a maths test, gonna have tuition [ poo-ey ): ] know nothing about time management, could not go for brownies when everyone else went ): , went mad trying to understand maths homework.. etcetcetc...

THE GOOD NEWS:
im eating my chocolate mousse cake now (: , im talking to shaki on msn :D , im blogging, we're getting our tablets soon, i like green again, i got new zig markers! :D

shaki wants me to say something nice about her!!! hahaha!
VISHAKI IS LOVED BY ME CAUSE SHE IS LOVABLE
VISHAKI IS THE GREATEST SHAKI IN THE WORLD
VISHAKI IS EXTREMELY KNOWLEDGABLE AND GIVES GREAT INSIGHTS TO PPL WHO DO NOT HAVE SUCH A BRAIN AS HERS :D
haha!! okiee!!! i gtg my mom's gonna killl me soon very soooon :D

i'll be BACK people. WATCH OUT :D

2008-01-01T18:15:00.001+08:00

oh
my
gosh.
school is starting tmrw ._.
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ohhhhhhhh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan

2007-12-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

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im blogging cause rah asked me to, yupp. <3 ABC SONG!!

okay, i feel uhhh.. sad, happy, excited, nervous, hyper, tired, sad, uber sad, sad, sad, sad, tired, happy, nervous, tired, tired, tired, lethargic, happyyy, saaad, confused-why'm i sad?, tired, hungry, hungry, HUNGRY... sad.

its my brother's celebration tmrw..! i put that exclaimation mark there only cause i'll be eating all their food :D i havent been eating much lately, as in, for two days (: no, im not jian fei-ing okay!! (heck nooo) just too tired to eat, tired cause i've been reading til 1 am every day (: haha i read new moon!!! yes, not all the book reviews ((: finished reading already (: i haven't been feeling like blogging since coming back from church camp and melbourne. melbourne was funn (: so was x[PL]ode! camp :DD CHURCH CAMP IS A LIFE-CHANGING EXPERIENCE :D okay, anywayyyy.. oh, i missed a whitesands alumni meeting ): i miss school, but i dont miss school too. i guess i miss our class.. (:

i gtg!! edit later

2007-12-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

tag replies (: [thanks for taggingggggggg]
georgina; hahas yesyes!!! im baaaack
audrey; hahas my memory is terrible!!! so errrrrrrrrr i cheated!! ahhhhh!! haha i went to check your bloggy ((:
deborah; hahas (:
wenxi; haha uhm, uhmmm... wo pai seh leh ._. hahaha *blush* [i dont daaaaare ): im not in netball anymore ): my skills are all rusty!! haha]
klare; haha yes! thank you!!! my hard work!!! nice and greeeen!!! hahaha ((: and i tried once =D but i failed!! hahaha!
chinghan; haha your welcome!! (: now you're as old as me!!! wheeeeee~~
audrey; haha audreyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~!!!
paveta; hahaha hello paveta!!!! im baaack!! whoo hoo!!! ((: haha (: green is a lovely colour

2007-12-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
byebye :D
be back on the sixteenth
(:

p.s HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TOHTOH!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS AND MAY YOU RECIEVE LOTSA PRESENTS ((:

p.ss.. sorry i can't send you off shaki ))))):

-Rockin' Robin

He rocks in the tree tops all day long
Hoppin' and a-boppin' and a-singing this song
All the little birdies on Jaybird
Street
Love to hear the robin go tweet tweet
tweet

Rockin' robin, tweet,tweet,tweet
Rockin' robin' tweet,tweet,tweet
Blow rockin'
robin
'Cause we're really gonna rock tonight

Every little swallow, every chick-a-dee
Every little bird in the tall oak tree
The wise old owl, the big black crow
Flappin' their wings singing go bird
go

Rockin'
robin, twee,tweet,tweet
Rockin' robin
tweet,tweet,tweet
Blow rockin'
robin
'Cause we're really gonna rock tonight

Pretty little raven at the bird-band stand
Told them how to do the bop and that was
grand
They started going steady and-a bless my
soul
He out-bopped the buzzard and the oriole

He rocks in the tree tops all day long
Hoppin' and a-boppin' and
a-singing his song
All the little birdies on Jaybird
Street
Love to hear the robin go tweet tweet
tweet

Rockin'
robin, tweet,tweet,tweet
Rockin' robin' tweet,tweet,tweet
Blow rockin'
robin
'Cause we're really gonna rock tonight

Pretty little raven at the bird-band stand
Told them how to do the bop and that was grand
They started going steady and-a bless my soul
He out-bopped the buzzard and the oriole

Every little swallow, every chick-a-dee
Every little bird in the tall
oak tree
The wise old owl, the big black crow
Flappin' their wings
singing go bird go

Rockin' robin, tweet,tweet,tweet
Rockin' robin' tweet,tweet,tweet
Blow rockin'
robin
'Cause we're really gonna rock tonight

2007-12-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

i dontwant to finish that post D:

i got a new phone!!!! yaaay :D

tuition tmrw.. then WHOO.

ahhhhhhhhh so much to do.. so little time..

btw, im darn emo.
someone cheer me up please

2007-12-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

hello people!! ((:

saturday:
woke up at FIVE plus cause had to take mrt to school for softball ): couldn't go for softball bbq cause, the place was too far... ): and my mom had other plans for me. yupp. DANCE SPECTREM INTERNATIONAL put up a concert for pathlight. godma got us tickets so we went and it was so so (sooo) cool ((: there was this short p6 boy who was really really talented (and darn cute ahhhhhhh!!) yeah, so yixin and junyi and shaun were there too. daddy came back from china too, so had to go to the airport to pick him up. slept at 12 [half dead]

sunday:
woke up at SIX plus and had to walk to sa kor's house. was hitching a ride from them to church cause i had to go early to serve. yupp. was so so tired. i got to do the lights all by myself!! haha!!! SO FUN!! cause the lights have to co-exist with the beat of the music so it was so cool [i had so much POWERRR!!! muhahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!] i kept pressing the buttons!!!! whooooo!!!!!! hahahahaHA!!!!!! -breathe-in-breathe-out-

EDIT LATER GTG

January
3-don
11-paveta
13-sihui and who arhh (!!)
17-daddy and sabrina
26-andro
Febuary
4-vishaki
March
1-harriet
13-pearlyn
21-verity
29-'dave'
April
9-yuanteng
11-wenxi
May
3-jeaneve
9-trisha
11-phoebe
12-linqi
June
29-wendy
July
14-audrey
24-deborah
26-mummy
August
11-xinyi
14-geraldine
26-yimin
September
2-september
15-hazel
16-dini
30-ariel
November
9-tessa ying
10-meijun
13-joan and andrea
16-klare
17-anna
21-clare
25-jasmine
29-sarah
December
9-chinghan and tessa sim
15-vanessa
21-daoxin

2007-11-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

fast ends tmrw!!!
I DONT CARE!! im going to cafe cartel yeahhhhh!!!!

[someday when im free..]

i hate running

2007-11-29T20:49:00.001+08:00

-running stinks.
-zuo en is nicee/should be a teacher/coach :D
-hehe, i feel bad not working on my homework [so far all thats done is questions one to thirteen of maths YAY ME!!]
-softballers are SMART PEOPLE ((:
-i learnt my lesson, no more worsening of blisters )): paaaain
-zingy's house on monday (:
-but its in CLEMENTI. ohmygosh. sighhhhhhh
and if i don't clean my room up now im so so dead, so GOOD DAY TO YOU FEW PEOPLE WHO READ MY BLOG!! :D

ohhhhh no......... tuition homework not done!!!! dieeeeeeeee [ faint ): ]

2007-11-28T16:19:00.000+08:00

its hard work eating a candycane. NO JOKE i tell you!! very tiring.
im going to the gym later!!! sadly, by myself. i feel unfit ): but there's softball tmrw, so.. maybe i wont go.
we went to ws just now, to eat lunch and buy stuff (food!)
had no choice but to eat vegetarian food again.
yesterday i ate it and got a stomach ache
today, ate it and felt like puking so i didn't finish it
so OBVIOUSLY (mcfly!) i have no affinity with vegetarian food at all. my mom taught me to make potato salad!! hahaha i see lots of potato salad ahead!! yumyum!

i think baby potatoes are cute

dotdot

OKAY!! yesh, i got my adidas deo spray!! (at last. no more borrowing!!) for softball.
and my beloved jackets are back from the dry cleaners ((:
it feels like my homework pile will never ever ever ever go down )): DISMAYDISMAY

2007-11-28T15:53:00.000+08:00

VEGETARIAN FOOD MUST DIE

2007-11-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

donny boy's coming back from aussie today~ goodbye peaceful days!!! haha. my mom thinks that he's lost his socks or underwear or something hahaha!! for onceeee i shall give him the, uhm, something doubts or something, i forgot heh! OH!! BENIFIT OF THE DOUBT!!!

LOOKIE!!!!
.piggish.says the shirt says:i know!!!
.piggish.says the shirt says:SAME PERSON RIGHT!!
.piggish.says the shirt says:hahahahahah!!!!
dee-boh-rah [noun] says:but of course!
dee-boh-rah [noun] says:hahaha
dee-boh-rah [noun] says:so smart hor lah lah
yay! yesyes, that's me!! hahaha YAAAAAAY im smart!!!
hmm okay. byeee :D

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haha went to the airport just now!! yupp. my brother spent all the money he got!! hahaha (: such a spenthrift, tsktsk!! [just like me!!!] tsk the both of us
well, anyway.. i cant wait to go to melbourne!!! but it's summer now in australia ): i want cold weather!! wait, noooo!!! that wasn't what i was anyway-ing about.
ANYWAYS
he bought souveniers!!! hehe :D
he got me this really really really really really cute dolphin-ish looking soft toy!!!! awwww so sweet haha! i named it jerry!!!! he says its a bottle nosed something, so i guess it isn't a dolphin. its darn ex, as in, not very worth it cause its like 10 australian dollars and smaller than my hand..! heehee i took photos!!!!! [yay!! i love taking photos of toys!!!]

haha yupp he got a boomerang too!! its really nice (:
he bought other little stuff too and swapped scarfs with someone. the scarf is quite nice (: it purple and i think its nicer than singapore's scouts' scarfs
haha!! say that five times really fast ((:
BLEAHS!!!
but i dont care
brownies' scarfs are the nicest :D esp the ones made out of the older material

oh and yes, he lost a few stuff

ahhhh there's no fresh milk!!! hehe so im eating cereal with chocolate milk (:

2007-11-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh my gosh!!!! i just realised something horrible!!!!! oh darn it!!!!! my gosh. AHHHHHHH

ahhhhh hahas okay

ahhhh i dont care!! i just dont like ______ chains okayy!!!! sighhhhhh. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
right now i feel like doing what spongebob did in that episode where i think, patrick taught him to stand on top of his house and shout (grrr)

hehe went to eat crab with jonathan etcetcetc last night! than after that everyone went to his house. and ate and drank coffee and play cards? haha okay, well, the adults did. i ate and watched popeye!!!!!!!!!! (with kasom!!) man oh man HAPPY DAYS!!!! people say that barney is their childhood. well, popeye is mine!!! i havent watched it in like foreverrrrrrr!!!! it was really old and there was no colour for some of the episodes i watched last night. i didn't know georgina had boomerang!! I WANT!!! hahaha ((:

the beloved shows that i used to watch :
popeye the sailor man
tweenies (haha!!!! hey that was like 7 years ago kay!!)
barney :D
ohOH sesame street!!!!!! (really REALLY long ago ((: i can hardly remember that show but i vaguely remember the vampire/number guy in a room with dark cloth hahahaha!!!)
mmmmm... what else..?
OHOHOH!!!!!
TELLETUBBIES!!!!! ahahahahaha!!!! i loved it when they ate and their biscuits would spring out of that machine thingie hahas!!! yes FOOOOOD!!!!

speaking of food.. im gonna fast from tuesday to saturday.. (: cause of church, haha
NO MEAT. yeah, its a daniel's fast [oh ho ho]

ahhhh im hungry!! i shall go raid the kitchen

[note to self: NEVER try to raid georgina's fridge cause there's practically nothing in it, tsktsk]

2007-11-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

i was just looking at some guitar tabs which somehow (i can't remember) led me to these videos (just watch them kay!! uhm, pause the song on my blog first though) :

this guys, uhm, not bad..! but not as good as mcflyyy :D TRANSYLVANIA!!

and these two girls are quite good too!! they have talent, better than the guy's version :D yes, TRANSYLVANIA!!!!

mcfly's still the best though

2007-11-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

i have arrived at the sad conclusion that i have to clean my bedroom ): its a total, complete mess [sighh] i still haven't thrown out my books, haven't bought next years' either )): and i just printed out my homework just now :D haha yay me!! at least im one step closer. now i just have to, you know, do the homework. heheh okay so hmm.. yes, and i shall try not to be so hyper during softball. yupp. i have to concentrate more, be more serious ): i don't think anyone takes me seriously. everyone thinks im just doing stuff cause im told to do it =/ im HURT kay. haha okay la, not really it kind of is my fault cause yupp.. anyways, im gonna try to be more serious during trainings. and start studying and stuff =/ ohmygosh please help me Lord. don't let me die tomorrow from being so unfit )): PHILLIPIANS 4:13 (:

#146

2007-11-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

sighhhhh. i. am. so. BORED. ahhhhhhhh.
i think i shall go check what's all the homework we have to do.
haha i cant remember
sighhhh my brother's so luckyy hahha he's probably in australia already
there's no meaning to life anymore except extreme makeover home edition!!!!!!!
hahahahahahaHA!!!!!
YES
IM GONNA WATCH IT EVERYDAY!!
you'll see!! yes you will hahaha
:D
---------------edited---------------
awwww wait, except on days i've got softball

2007-11-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

sighhhhhhh. sheet la. i forgot to get a MC from zhegong!!!!! ahhhhh so... i hope the parent's letter will be enough. =/ ahhhh im still sick [sighhhh so unhealthy/unfit] so i cant go for softball tmrw. it'll be damn hard to breathe while running cause of my nose. darnnnnn i cant practice my pathetic skills til saturday )): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'll just suck even more than monday ._.
):
ohOH. did i mention, my brother's going to PERTH TOMORROW!?!!!!!!!?!?!!! MY GOSH. so cool right?!!!! i never went on any oversea's trips with schoolmates before ): he's going to meet some australian 'scout cubs' yeah, he's going there cause of scouts. SCOUTS. WHITESANDS SCOUTS. going to perth. PERTH. FOR ONE WEEK. oh, my brother's only primary four this year know. PRIMARY FOUR. ahhhhhhhhhh. so good ): -jealous face- hahas well, im not really jealous, just that he'll get to go to a farm!! with geese and sheep and horses and stuff (: so cool!! hhaahhaha (:
PSLE RESULTS TMRW!!!!! ohhh maaaaan i feel old (!!!) haha time passes so quickly!!!! sec two next year~~~~~faint~~~~~ streaming~~~~~ ahhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~ sighhh.. haha oh well... at least i have one more year with my dear 1c1-ers <3
ahhhh vishaki~~~ im so so so so sorry!!! i cant send you off on the thirteenth!!! i want to cry ))': omg, i think im really going to cry ): ahhh don't worry shaki we all love you and always will and YEAH RIGHT. LIKE WE'LL EVER FORGET YOU (!!) so don't you forget us either )):
ahhh
okay bb now.

2007-11-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

i was planning to start on my homework [hehe yes, i havent started yet =P] but i got a horrible headache and had to lie down so.. I GUESS TODAY JUST ISN'T MY DAY TO DO HOMEWORK (: hehe i got this from verity (:

01. Person who hated me: which one? okay mmm.. her chinese name is the same as my grandson's name
02. Relationship with him: ex-classmate.
03. 5 impressions of her: uhm, who am i, to judge her? i was an arse then. well, worse than now
04. Most memorable thing done for me: mmm.. screamed into my ear during PE nearly making me cry i think, haha
05. Most memorable words for me: errr BAD MEMORIES SHOULD BE FORGOTTEN. hahas
06. If become my lover: aiyo no way
07. If become lover, things to improve are: like verity says, this is a toopid question
08. If become enemy: well, she was, like two or three years ago
09. Reason become enemy: haha hatred? perhaps
10. Most desirable thing to do for her/them now: HA. nothing
11. Overall impression of her/them the above questions: does this question make sense to you?
12. How I think people will feel about me: haha crazy
13. The characteristic I love about myself: hehe must be humble!! so i wont tell you! :D
14. The characteristic I hate about myself: temper? attitude problems (:
15. Most ideal person that I want to be: nobodyyy haha (:
16. Say something to the people you care about: haha hello!! i lurbs you, you know!!

17. Pass on to 6 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
[1]
[2]
[3]
[4]
[5]
[6]
(this question totally doesn't make sense)

ABOUT THE TAGGED PEOPLE:
18. (6) relationship with you
19. (1) male/female
20. Is (4) studying
21. Last time you chatted with (3)
22. (5) likes what music
23. Will I woo (3)
24. How about (1)
25. Surname of (6)
26. Hobby of (4)
27. Something casual about (1)
28. Tried developing feelings for (3)
29. (5) lives in
30. What colour does (6) like
31. Does (3)(klare) like (1)
32. How I knew (2)
33. Does (5) have pets
34. No (1)'s sexiest person

aww... i dont feel like doing the other part ): next time =/

2007-11-19T19:02:00.001+08:00

im baaack ((:
yay i love my family!!!! extended family holidays are super cool!!!

ahhhhhhh i ~~think i~~ caught my brother's flu - sob -
why's everyone falling sick?
ahhhhhhhhhhh exodus 20:12 pamela. EXODUS 20:12
GOSH.

hmmm okay.
today softball was
horriblehorriblehorrible.
i TOTALLY sucked. and i felt all emo.
no, i wont post all that

i dont feel like blogging anymore =/

oh one last thing.
HAHA. paveta and xinyi tried to run away from me today. HO. they tried to sneek to cheers without being seen by me hahahaha FAILED ATTEMPT YOU TWO. when i saw them running it was so obvious la!! hahahahaha silly people. they were trying to prevent me from seeing them wearing their tights hahahah

randomness

2007-11-14T11:47:00.000+08:00

i love going for softball. cause no matter how sad i am it will all just go away and i dont have to think about anything except err training!! haha yeah. i love my softball chumchums!!!! ahh the feeling at the end of training is AWESOME. haha (: ohoh i reached home at 9 pm last night!!!!!!(!!!) the horrorrrrr. there's training again today at two thirtyyyyyy til 6.45 or somethinggg. wanna see my timetable!!? haha im losing track of everything!!! i haven't started my homework yetttttt ahhhhhhhhhhh. im. so. dead.

wed: softball
thurs: somethinggggggg
fri-sunday: GENTING!!! OMG :D
monday: softball
tuesday: sleep til 11 (just like today!!) whooooo yay me!!!
wed: reeree ICESKATING!!! (again!!!) im a lucky ducky
thurs: softball

ahhhhhhh butBUT our softball outing may be on wed... ): sheeeet.

i lovee
-I've Got You. by mcflyyy <33
-blackforest cakes ((: (always have been)
- Please, Please/That Girl... blahblahblah by mcfly
-ba zhang!!!! aka dumpling i think. hahahas ((:
-and everyone i know and love (: hehe

ahhhh DOUGIE'S VOICE IS DARN CUTE!!! omggggg <3333

in london we had this really cute brown squirrel that had a chipped ear who loved visiting our garden ((: we named him michael!!! foxes visited our garden too sometimes at night (: creepaye haha cause our kitchen was next to the garden with a huge glass window that had no blinds, so we could look at the garden at night and we could see the foxes' bright eyes. it was a family of little foxes, real cute, though they only visited once in a while (:

I WANT COLD WEATHER!!!!! hmph. ray is making me jealous (!!!) hahahaha

2007-11-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

i've been looking for mcfly photos with puffaye on msn (:
hahaha and here they are (((:

tsktsk this person doesn't know how to spell MENTAL

mcfly is love <333 !!!

DOUGIEE LOOKS SO INTELLECTUAL!!! how'd you spell it? hahas

DOUGAYYE ((: hahaha so cute!!!

harry's bedroom is so blue haha

ahhhh harry!!!! <33

hahah cute righttt!!

harry again

dougie is so hot/cute!!!!

muhahahaha no tom (:

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2007-11-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

long story short, no one came to my house today ):
yeah so i had nothing to do so i went to pathlight to do cip
shaun and yixin were already there filing stuff. yupp. i liked the files. they were nice blue ring files. quite fun la hahas (: harry's eyes are blue too~

haha raaandom.

let's talk about the weather (:

2007-11-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR GRANDSON, JUNJUN!! GOD BLESS!!! ((:

i owe two people presents now(!!) ): haha (:

softball was MUDDY. really really muddayye. it was drizzling right from the start of training. didn't stop, nopes. oh and i got a horrible blister ): I HATE MUD!! HATE IT I TELL YOU ._.

HAHAHA!! this is so cute (!!) ---- ._.

birthday tausar

2007-11-09T14:44:00.000+08:00

to tessaaa:
Happy Birthday Tausar Piah (:

haha sorry(!!) i cant rotate the picture =p <33

2007-11-09T14:05:00.000+08:00

YAY~ i changed all the pink parts!!! congratulate me!!

are YOU seeing green now?

tuition later at four thirty =/

2007-11-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

i coded three [THREE] blogskins and they all failed miserably
but at least this one works ((: i like it. yes, even though its pink and i had to change the colour of my tagboard to match the stupid thing. its nice and simple (: well, the nicest 'simple' one i've seen so far (: i actually wanted to change the pink parts to orange, or lime green or something =/ but, im too lazy to try right now, heheh ((: okay, im bored... hmm.. i shall go see if anyone updated more (:

2007-11-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

havent met ray yet, cause she's too busy packing to get the cd's ): im so nice!! (hahaha) i downloaded the songs into a cd for her so she wouldn't need to return them to me.

my legs hurtttttt ): but it was fun going iceskating (: who wants to go to snow city with me and deborah? :D

i've got to change my blogskin (agaaaain) now cause the picture was deleted D:

fruits fruits fruits

2007-11-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha i was invited to go iceskating tmrw, and i can go!!! yay~!! oh and im meeting ray tmrw!!! woahhhhhh i havent seen her since hmm... psle results last year >< hahas. aiya, today's weather was awesome!!!! although the grass was super wet, it wasn't as hot as saturday (: hahaha. i dont like my colour. its like a half grilled chicken la!!!! the yucky cooked but not THAT cooked colour. haha if you dont know what i mean, then nevermind!!! hahahahahas. yay i have a reason to where my nice thick jacket tmrw ((: raynisha's moving to new zealand on saturday~~~~faint~~~~ THIS SATURDAY!!! NEW ZEALAND!!!!! my gosh!! so cool!!! i shall ask her to be my pen pal!! ((: hehehe. ahhh im tired. cant sleep in tmrw anymore~~~~ )):

[edited]
i forgot to post about something else til i read verity's blog(!!)
haha my mom bought five fbt's for me today!!! yay!!! hahaha. while i was still sleeping today/yesterday (woahh!! its already 12!!!) she went to giant with my brother [i woke up at 11 something, hehehehehe (:] to buy stuff then cause i told her i wanted to get fbt's she got a black one for me!! haha happyhappyhappy ^^ so i wore it to softball, yupps, then sabrina and andrea just just haaaaaad to say err something hahaha.. and therefore i shall never, ever ever ever wear it to training again!! unless i have no extra shorts :D i shall just wear it at home, yupps ((: with all the others!!! ((((((:

we dar king o' fruits munn!

2007-11-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

hehehe i couldn't stop stuffing myself today, ahhhh i dunno why!!!! i opened the fridge a gazillion billion times today ): ate alot. sigh.. PAMELA ARH!! SO UNHEALTHY!!!! ahhhh im not losing weight )): its so sad. i think im gaining weight!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i've come up with a genius plan~ GENIUS I TELL YOU!~ i shall stuff myself with fruit instead of all the types of horribly unhealthy stuff that i ate today (: hahahahahahha!! im so smart!!!! haha okay la, im just joking ((: (about the smartness thing). hehe ohhhh, my dad sent the camera for servicing and he came back and had this HURTINGLY accusing look on his face like, you know the -whatcha gonna do about it now huhhh- look. apparently, water had gotten into the camera )): salt water, from sentosa (!!!) ahhhh shoot, cause actually, i didn't tell him that i brought the camera for our class bonding thingie. hehehe.. so i was being Extra careful not to sound irritated by him so that he wouldn't have a reason to kill me. hahahah he said something about erosion and rust and salt. yupp hahas sounds kinda cool (: EROSION KNOW!! but erosion is baaad, very bad. ((: okay, im off to watch xiao xin (: i have softball tomorrow~ OH i hope i dont die~~~!!! butbut, MUHAHAHAHAHA its in the afternoon!!!! i can [finally..] sleep in (((((:

2007-11-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU VERITY (:
haha yepp.
mmm.. i helped out in a music camp today! [music maxima!!!] hahaha... i woke up at 5.30!! whoo go me! okay la.... i lay in bed til 5.55 but whatever!!! hahas (: at least i got up right!!! i slept at around 11 cause i was watching 'little man'! haha my second time watching (: hehe dominic laughs like a rhinoserous~ hohoho!! like, big out bursts that kind, a bit wierd. hahahahaha. sayyyy I WANT MY TABLET MAN!!! )): whyyyyyyyy WHY will we only get it at the end of jan? ): hahaha! wont it be cool if i get it on my birthday?! hahaha. you can pay for my tablet as my birthday present if you want!!! hahaha~~ yeah rightttt like anyone would give up 2 thousand+ dollars for moii~ HAHAHA. hahahahaha are you sick of my (haha's) yet? i knowwww~ i say it alot (:
I LOVE YOU TOO DEBORAH (:
haha. rahrah helped me with my display name on msn ((: it now says "I AM PAMELA! FEAR ME." heheh yupps.
hmmmm... i just remembered a verse
I can do All things through CHRIST who Strenghtens me-PHILLIPIANS 4:13 i think... hahas ((: randommmmmm
HA! desmond-the-scaredy-chicken just criticised my display name. tsktsktsk.. i KNOW he's scared of me mwuhahahahas~
hahahahaha i feel hyped! maybe cause today i HAD to be hyper. im helping out again tomorrow (: but, i must wake up super early again tomorrowwww )))): wish me luck dear souls who read my blog~~!!! (:

#130 best not to read- just ignore this post please

2007-11-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

i dont know.
my life is a crumpled-up paper bag on the floor right now.
why am i creating this post :/

[edited]

-i, look into the sky, and i have to ask why,
-is this all just a sign, of what it's meant to be,
-the end of this, can be sighted,
-im, torn up inside, there's a hole in my mind

~~i wonder if i will ever be the same again~~

((:

2007-11-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

i like unagiiii!!! ((:
i'm scared of accupuncture!!! ((:
my blood is warmer than the average human being!!! ((: so I AM HOT!!! ((:
i miss jolene yvonne ziyu clare deborah kystal geraldine hazel iva jessie klare evangeline jimin anna elizabeth daoxin yimin christy xinyi meijun jaclyn paveta harriet phoebe rachel andromeda mandy suetyi pearlyn hanru sarah tessa sim tessa ying cassandra chinghan livia verity vishaki and sihui!!! ((:
anyone wants to go watch a movie with meee? ((:
we're gonna eat fondu today!!! ((:
smileys all around!!! ((:

I've got you
The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til this sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you
to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer

I've never doubted you at all
If stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall?
So hold me 'til this sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you
to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer
Well I've got you
To make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if they do
I'll be in bed so close to you

To hold you through the night
you'll be unaware
If you need me I'll be there

Yeah I got you
Oh to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer
Yeah when I got
you to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together
Yeah when I got you~!!! ((:

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ahhh i feel fat after dinner!!! ((:
i have holiday homework to do~~~ but i DUN WANT TO DOOO!!! ((:
ahhhhh (aha) i am currently addicted to xiao xin!!! ((:
muhahahaha!!! ((:
ahhhhhh i cant find my yo-yo!!! ((:
i want my yo-yo!!! ((:
i shall go and magnetise dominic's stapler!!! ((:
byebye <33!!! ((:

2007-11-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

i cant find the song... so i cant change the song on my blog lerhhhh ):

2007-11-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

i got my boots todayyyy. sorry old pair of boots, wherever you are ): i promise i'll try to look after this new pair.. im addicted to another song nowww. i shall therefore change my blogsong to it later.. dotdotdot. hmmm.. we had two consecutive trainings, yesterday and today. my poor grey shoes, they had to suffer. i have come to a groundbreaking conclusion! our school field will never dry up. it shall always be muddy and squishy and smell like elephant poop. i've been feeling pissed these few days. but who am i to give excuses for myself. i hate doing that, i feel so disgusting and horrible. ... im so tired... i feel sad and tired and tired and tired.

ahh. anyway. (i shall try not to be emo. yupp) ANYWAY. gerrydine n reeree passed this quiz to me. so.. yeah, im gonna do it for themm(:

1. Do you know what’s love ?
do YOU?

2. Have you been in love ?
uhm yupp. with lost of stuff

3. Who do you like now ?
the whole wiiiide world. yay.

4. What’s your wish right now ?
don't tell you. hohoho.

5. List 10 people who are top 10 to you . (not in order .)
#1 geraldine
#2 verity
#3 phoebe
#4 paveta
#5 deborah
#6 vishaki
#7 chinghan
#8 inez jie
#9 yixin
#10 trisha

6. Is #6 pretty / handsome ? (vishaki)
haha yesh

7. Does #3 treat you good ? (Phoebe)
haha yupp

8. The most memorable things #10 had done for you ? (trisha)
uhm lotsa stuff (:

9. The most memorable word #8 had said to you ? (inez)
haha there are lots (:

10. Are you close to #2 ? (verity)
haha uhm yupps (: my darling nu er

11. Who is #1 ? (geraldine)
my beloved translator in all languages but dutch (:

12. Who is #9 to you ? (yixin)
my cousin (:

13. What kind of person is #5 ? (deborah)
hyper-ish and nice (:

14. What’s your relationship with #4 ? (paveta)
classmates n friends (:

15. Is #7 a nice person ? (chinghan)
haha yesyesyes (:

Name 10 people to do this quiz .
mmm.. DO THIS IF YOU HAVE READ IT HERE. (: